Road Not Taken

Apr. 22nd, 2025 10:12 pm
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I was feeling nostalgic, so I pulled up Road Not Taken and played it for a little while earlier. It took a bit to get back into the swing of things, but I started to remember some of the hidden details and combinations after a while.

It's been ages since the last time I played, and I'd forgotten just how much I love it. It's so helpful if I want to turn off my brain for a little while. I can't believe it's been over a decade since it was first released.

Titansfall D&D: Summary for 4/20 Game

Apr. 20th, 2025 11:22 pm
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In tonight's game, the rest under a cut for those who don't care. )

And that's where we left off.

What Are You Reading Weekend returns!

Apr. 20th, 2025 03:45 pm
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Apparently, I have not made one of these posts since June least year. I don’t know how 10 months have passed, I feel like I only recently finished The Woman In White.

I spent a lot of yesterday reading about 1970s far-left Japanese insurgent groups. I had no idea they even existed )

Currently Reading:
Fiction
  • Gregory McGuire, Wicked. Someone told me that this book was “not as good” as the musical, and I’ve definitely heard people say it’s Worse In The Queer Way. I am baffled. The ableism as applies to Nessa Rose is still there, but honestly, far less simplistic.
  • Edmund White, The Beautiful Room Is Empty. The front cover of this second-hand copy fell off shortly after I got it, and then the book (I’d guess 90s paperback?) fell behind the bed and the back cover has taken some weird damp damage as well. I have a new copy on the way, because… well, because.

  • Non-Fiction
  • Will Tosh, Straight Acting: The Many Queer Lives of William Shakespeare, in fits and starts
  • Richard Firth Green, A Crisis of Truth. I’ve had the USyd copy out for nearly a year now, revisiting (in fits and starts) legal details I did not particularly care about or didn’t internalise at any point 2008-2022, but the vague memories of which impede and frustrate my encounters with modern legal history. I have tried, on and off, since at least 2011, to buy a second-hand copy, and it has never been worth the $50 AUD + shipping given I had access to university copies. But I found a NEW copy for $40-ish dollars and domestic shipping, from an Aus/NZ online-only bookstore. I think it might be print-on-demand? Everything looks exactly the same (cover, pagination, publication details page) except for the tiny note on the final verso which, instead of “printed in the united states”, has the details of “Ingram Content Group Australia”.


  • And part-read on the backburner: (selected)
  • Bruce Pascoe, Dark Emu
  • Bessel Van der Kolk, The Body Keeps the Score
  • Hannah Fry, The Indisputable Existence of Santa Claus. Fun Christmas-themed maths/logic exercises.
  • and, for some reason, Enid Blyton More Adventures on Willow Tree Farm. I ploughed through both Cherry Tree and Willow Tree farms in audiobook then stalled out on this one. Unsure if its not for me or if I just lost whatever “inner seven year old is running the show” mood I was in; unsure whether to abandon it or file it for a future mood.


  • Recently Read:

    The Secret Barrister: Stories of the Law and How It's BrokenThe Secret Barrister: Stories of the Law and How It's Broken by The Secret Barrister

    My rating: 5 of 5 stars


    This was fascinating, and written with remarkable humour and wit for what is actually angry and depressing material.

    Also I learned how the Magistrates Court works in the UK and who presides over them, and I am ... wow. What IS really striking is that the Secret Barrister doesn't seem to be aware that it's not just the Americans who don't do the "lay magistrate" thing - down here in Aus we started with those, thanks to colonialism, and decided to get rid of them!

    Conversely, the Secret Barrister also doesn't seem to be aware of the aspects of the UK (/Eng-Wales) system which closely related jurisdictions in fact envy! "The UK has much greater availability of legal aid" is something I've heard plenty of commentators upon how NSW works remark upon.


    Restless Dolly MaunderRestless Dolly Maunder by Kate Grenville

    My rating: 5 of 5 stars


    I wonder what it says about me that read The Secret River, and came away with a fascination with the history of the Hawkesbuy but no real desire to keep reading Kate Grenville until this came across my path. And I loved it, and admired it much, much more than the literary-lush narrative style she wins awards for.

    This is sparse - clearly fiction, in the way it invents incidents and individual conversations and scenes for a woman whom Grenville did not know well while she was alive - but sparse, hewing close to the documented outline of her grandmother's life. At times I could actually identify the context-providing sources that she would have needed to cite, if this was a biography.

    And Dolly Maunder is such a well-drawn character, while growing progressively less and less likeable as she gets older. I liked the *book* more and more the less likeable she became. The points where the narrative dwelt sympathetically on her - when, for instance, she thinks over how she and her husband have been compatible and successful business partners despite their loveless marriage, she's still not a person that *I* would like (or who would like me, at all).

    It's also striking - given I then went on to read "One Life", which was written earlier than this one - how *unlikeable* Grenville's mother appears in this book, too. One sympathises with her, bounced from school to school and town to town and too aware that her mother does not love her: but it's hard to like her. In "One Life", she is likeable and Dolly is not; in "Restless Dolly Maunder" it's hard to like either of them, but one is invited to sympathise with Dolly's awareness of her own inability to bond with her daughter as much as with the daughter.



    One Life: My Mother's StoryOne Life: My Mother's Story by Kate Grenville

    My rating: 4 of 5 stars


    Should this be shelved with fiction or biography? Restless Dolly Maunder is clearly fiction, but there has been fictionalising here, too - the scripting of scenes and conversations, at minimum.

    The life of Isabella/Nance, who trained as a pharmacist in the years of the Great Depression - one of the few jobs, her mother was told, where a woman could keep working after marriage or even children (although, in Nance's several attempts to set up her own business, to support her family while her husband first pursued radical politics then the law, it became clear that being legally able to own and run a business did not overcome the practical barriers) - is in many ways more interesting to me than that of Dolly, but I believe I preferred Dolly's novel to this, perhaps because Restless Dolly Maunder stood just a little further over the fiction line.




    I Can't Remember The Title But The Cover Is BlueI Can't Remember The Title But The Cover Is Blue by Elias Greig

    My rating: 5 of 5 stars


    This was extremely funny - little dialogue style "Me: ... Customer [Characteristic]: ..." scenes, brought to life by excellent caricatures.




    CheckersCheckers by John Marsden

    My rating: 4 of 5 stars


    Found this in a box at home. I never ended up with a copy of So Much To Tell You but I had this.

    Honestly not his greatest work - although good work on realistially and empathetically characterising an assortment of kids in inpatient psych. I'd completely forgotten there was a gay character here.

    What brings it up from 3 starts to 4 is the sheer audacity of writing a Teenagers In Psych Ward novel which is also a mystery/thriller about, of all the fucking things, _insider trading_. It works though!



    Backdated: The next bunch of books in my record after Detransition Baby and Stephanie Alexander’s Home are a bunch of Chaucer and/or 18th c texts, and then an eight-book re-read of Tamora Pierce’s Song of the Lioness series and then Protector of the Small. This was, as you might guess, deep in the “this egg is now scrambled” phase. I… have a few actually load-bearing thoughts on Alana, which I ought to write up one day (in conversation with PTerry, and probably also Silence and also Butler and also fucking Pierre Bourdieu).

    But I will also say that something which I struggle with - I remember turning this over and over in my head in my late teens and early twenties - is that… not only am I not like Alana, it’s a total toss-up whether Alana would like me. Kel, on the other hand? It’s pretty clear I have little in common with Kel, and I doubt she’d think I was ideal company - but I remember thinking somewhere in my late teens or early twenties “but I am, or I think I should be, someone Kel would respect”, which is a wholly different question.

    Some short fiction, read at some point
  • Cislyn Smith, Tides that Bind, which is about Scylla and Charibdys.
  • Abra Staffin-Wiebe, Becks Pest Control and the Case of the Drag Show Downer. This was published in 2022, back when drag + kids was Topical, scary, but still more of a harbinger than the “just one part of all the Doom” situation we have now.
  • Michelle Lyn King, One-Hundred Percent Humidity, which Electric Lit pubished with the compelling tagline “The only thing more humiliating than virginity is sex”.
  • Guan Un, Re: Your Stone , in which Sisyphus encountered corporate email.


  • Recently Added To My To-Read List:
    Fiction:
  • Leanna Renee Hieber, Strangely Beautiful, which looks like a fun lil steampunk adventure
  • Victor Heringer, trans James Young, The Love of Singular Men. If I’m on a gay lit dive, I definitely don’t read enough in translation, and this looks like my kind of thing.
  • Steve MinOn, First name, second name. Aus lit, Chinese myth/cosmology and immigrant intergenerational heritage, queer author, porous boundary between fiction and autobiography. Seems like fun to me.

  • Non-fiction
  • Moudhy Al-Rashid, Between Two Rivers: Ancient Mesopotamia and the Birth of History
  • Billy-Ray Belcourt, A history of my brief body
  • Esther Cuenca Liberman, The making of urban customary law in medieval Europe
  • Long(ish) Weekend

    Apr. 18th, 2025 11:54 am
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    Since a number of staff at Unnamed Nonprofit are either Christian or Jewish, they've announced that they're closing the office at lunchtime today. Which, you know, as someone who isn't celebrating a holiday at the moment? That's still a nice little treat for me.

    I finished my fourth Dragon Age: The Veilguard playthrough last night, so I think that I'm going to pick back up with my fifth one (which is in Act 2 right now) for a bit and then maybe switch to Baldur's Gate 3. D&D is cancelled again tonight because it's the DM's spouse's birthday, so I can properly settle in to play for hours which is something I haven't had the time to do in ages.

    Aurendor D&D: Summary for 4/16 Game

    Apr. 17th, 2025 12:04 am
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    In tonight's game, the rest under a cut for those who don't care. )

    And that's where we left off.

    Dragon Age: The Veilguard - Banter

    Apr. 16th, 2025 10:50 am
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    I found a perfect place to do some banter farming in Dragon Age: The Veilguard, so I settled in to max out all of the possible conversations between various pairs of characters off-and-on over the past almost-a-week before starting endgame in my most recent playthrough.

    There was so much dialogue that I've never encountered before. Even with characters who I've frequently had together in my party in previous playthroughs, I was getting to conversations that I never heard in previous ones. There's just so much potential banter that's never played for me because I didn't have two specific characters in the party together for long enough, and it was lovely to hear it all. And I'm sure there's still more banter that I've missed that's only available earlier in the game.

    Nothing really spoilery, but under the cut to be safe. )

    It definitely makes some of the potential choices in the game even more bittersweet, hearing just how close some of the team members are to each other based on their conversations and teasing of each other.

    Unnamed Nonprofit

    Apr. 14th, 2025 07:02 pm
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    Let's try for two positive posts in a row, shall we?

    I meant to post about this when I found out a month or so ago, but I completely forgot due to all of the chaos going on at the time. It turns out that Unnamed Nonprofit is doing an experiment this year where we get the entire week off for July 4. Once we close on Friday, June 27, we won't be back until Monday, July 7, so we'll have a whole nine days off in a row.

    We always have that week-and-a-half off at the end of the year in December, where we're closed for the holidays before the super busy season starts at the beginning of January, and apparently the new president was impressed by how much it seemed to increase productivity at the beginning of the year. So because of that, he's testing to see if giving us a paid break twice a year instead of just once a year seems to give another mid-year boost.

    I'm probably still going to be working a little, just to keep an eye out for emergencies like I did at the end of the year, but the summer tends to be significantly slower so I'm hoping it won't be more than an hour total over the course of the entire week - and it would five minutes here, five minutes there, etc.

    Considering my Wednesday D&D group has chosen that week for our in-person D&D game, the timing is perfect. I'll have a whole five days of hiding from human contact to help build up my spoons before the long weekend of lots and lots and lots of human interaction.

    Dungeons & Dragons

    Apr. 13th, 2025 03:12 pm
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    Hey, I have an actual positive post for once!

    My Wednesday D&D group has been actively trying to have an in-person game every year or two, since we're all in the US, unlike my Friday game, and 3.5 out of the 7 of us are already in the DC area, unlike either my Friday or Sunday games. (The 0.5 comes from Zooey since she splits her time between here and Montana.)

    Anyway, we had our first in-person weekend in August 2022. We weren't able to pull one off in 2023, but we did manage to have one last year in July 2024 just before I moved into the hotel. And we've just finalized another in-person weekend for this year!

    More details under the cut for those who don't really care. )

    I'm going to be exhausted and so very much peopled out when I go back to work that Monday, but it will be worth it. Especially since it looks like everyone can make it this time. The last two in-person weekends, one of the players - Hannah - hasn't been able to come in person. She ended up calling in via Discord, and we had a whole elaborate set-up so she could see the map and such. She doesn't have any prior plans this year, though, so she's actually going to get to play in person with us.

    So unless something changes, it looks like all seven of us will be there this time around. 🤞🏻

    Oh, the timing...

    Apr. 11th, 2025 12:20 pm
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    One of my D&D friends and I were talking about jury duty on Discord a few days ago. She mentioned that her parents had gotten a jury duty notice for her at their home, despite her moving out and changing her address years ago. I told her about the same thing happening to me a few years ago, despite me not living in Tennessee since 2010, and we both shook our heads at the fact that Illinois and Tennessee are both that bad at updating records.

    I was apparently tempting fate.

    I've mentioned before that I'm signed up for USPS Informed Delivery, since my mail goes to my P.O. Box, and I don't want to go out my way to visit the post office unless I know there's something waiting for me. I got a notification today saying that I have a letter from the Jury Commissioner waiting for me, which is almost certainly a jury duty notice.

    I'm going to go to the post office after work to pick it up so that I'll know the details about when it is. I need some groceries for Aldi anyway, so I'm just going to kill two birds with one stone and take care of it all after work.

    Murderbot

    Apr. 10th, 2025 01:36 am
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    I've gotta admit, as someone who's nonbinary but is typically assumed to be a woman because of the clothes I prefer to wear and the shape of my body? It's really making me uncomfortable to see so many people complaining about the Murderbot casting because it's "too male" or "not androgynous enough" for a character who doesn't identify as having a gender.

    Don't get me wrong, it's fine to not like the casting because it's not what you pictured in your head! There's no issue with being upset that person cast is white. It's perfectly okay be upset that the actor is cisgender instead of them hiring someone who's nonbinary or genderfluid. But when you're talking about a genderless character? Words matter.

    So, you know, congrats! You just told me that in your eyes I'm "too female" or "not androgynous enough" to be nonbinary. Which is kinda an asshole thing to say because nonbinary ≠ androgynous.

    A number of people who I've known in fandom for a long time have made comments like that, and I'm currently doing my best to resist the urge to go on an unfollowing spree on several sites because I know it's a knee-jerk reaction. It's just that it really kinda sucks to find out that people you've known for years apparently think your gender identity is fake unless you look a specific way, and since you yourself don't look that way? Well, that kinda implies some things.
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